it seems that everything that i say or do has a bad affect on the things i want to be. do i think ahead? yes. i don't know. maybe not.
maybe that's why things go bad for me and everybody else and people think of me bad things, that i'm so stupid. that i don't think how things should be, that i'm naive.
what can i change? can i change myself? should i change myself? should i think more ahead when planning to do something? so many questions.
or should i live my life as it is and take the most out of it. what is good and what is wrong?
maybe people know who i am and what i do and how i think. maybe they should take me as i am. maybe they shouldn't find faults with me and things i do or say.
this seems to be making me sad.
maybe that's why things go bad for me and everybody else and people think of me bad things, that i'm so stupid. that i don't think how things should be, that i'm naive.
what can i change? can i change myself? should i change myself? should i think more ahead when planning to do something? so many questions.
or should i live my life as it is and take the most out of it. what is good and what is wrong?
maybe people know who i am and what i do and how i think. maybe they should take me as i am. maybe they shouldn't find faults with me and things i do or say.
this seems to be making me sad.
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