supposition moment

do you know this feeling inside of you? when you're smiling only because of this one small moment of yours. this moment is as simple as possible, it's the easiest thing and you cannot compare it to anything. it's almost worthless, and for some people it is. but not for me. because this moment changes so much. i'd rather say it changes everything. you get this feeling that you want to get stuck in that time forever. everything is actually simple.
but people can't see it. yesterday i heard this story. people are different when they meet and at first they want to be somebody else. they're pretending to be somebody the other side wants you to be. i have a name for it - supposition moment of life. and when time passes, people get to know each other and they love these supposition moments of theirs. and then they become somebody else. somebody that this other person doesn't know. usually they don't like it. and they want to get rid of this because it's getting on their nerves. it's not the point that people get bored of each other. this is just true life that people got to feel afterwards.
it's easy to say that be yourself from the beginning. and it's even easier to do that. but only when you feel like that. when you don't have this obligation inside to pretend to be somebody else just to become the love of your life. you can only have it when you're yourself. the way you are. and when you're with that person who doesn't make you be not you then this is special. this is actually the most special thing for it. from there on everything will start right. that way you get what you deserve.
this is like you're not doing things to your mates around you just to get the feeling they get from you. you're doing this just because your heart says that and you're happy doing this.
and this makes people happy - being for themselves, not for others. they know the happiness is inside of them. and that other persons reflect that by life.
i know what it feels like. and i know that i'm happy for it. i'm being me. not fake. this is what i do and what i am. and i love the way you feel it. because i know it's the same with you.

here comes the sun. beautiful and warm,
shining down on me.
making me feel warm and shine inside,
reflecting to outside.

my inner shine to outside.